This Side of Paradise

Coyote Theory

hello, my precious ginda. how are you? i hope your day is always good and full of happiness. aku bakal seneng banget dengernya kalo kamu sekarang lagi senyum sambil lihat hadiah kecil yang aku buat. in short, i just want to convey a few things that make me very happy because i meet a boy like you. kamu tau ga apa yang bikin aku seneng banget? aku seneng sekaligus bersyukur karena bisa ketemu sama orang kayak kamu. i never regret it, because you are a precious person and deserve to be loved. kamu yang selalu buat aku seneng dan ngerasa nyaman karena mau dengerin semua cerita aku, walaupun kadang agak ga jelas but you still here, with me. you are the most comfortable place i’ve ever meet. gaada satu pun kata yang bisa nge deskripsiin how much i feel so lucky to have you in this world.

This Side of Paradise

Coyote Theory

a lovely reminder from me: sometimes, it becomes fragile occasionally it doesn’t matter. we are humans, and are created to strengthen and help each other, right? aku bisa jadi satu satu nya tempat mu buat berteduh atau berlindung, kamu udah cukup baik dan bahkan melakukan yang terbaik buat semua orang. jadi, kalo kamu butuh apa-apa cerita sama aku ya? i will be the only person who remains by you even if everyone hates you. aku bakal peluk kamu dengan erat, dan bilang ”i’m proud of you” karena emang itu kenyataannya. you are kind, wise, and handsome. you are doing your best in way forward in life and that is enough. jangan pernah merasa kalo kamu ga pantes buat bahagia. jangan sungkan kalo mau cerita apa apa sama aku, pintu ku terbuka lebar buat kamu, buat nampung semua cerita mu. know your worth. state it once and never accept anything less, okay?

This Side of Paradise

Coyote Theory

last but not least, aku mau ngucapin makasih buat semua yang udah kamu lakuin ke aku. you really treat me well and i appreciate it, kamu buat aku seneng dengan cara kamu sendiri. it’s my second reminder, and maybe i have to give the underline so you keep going, huh? karena sekarang lagi pandemi jadi kamu harus jaga kesehatan lebih ketat. jangan sering begadang apalagi telat makan, mau aku pukul? bercandaaa aku cuma gamau kamu sakit because it makes me so hurt. don’t be sad and badmood because i’ll always beside you whenever you need. i’ve often said like this and might continue to say this if you are still stubborn. jadi, jangan bandel dan tetep jadi anak baik yaa? aku sayang sama kamu dan selalu bangga sama hal hal kecil yang kamu lakuin buat aku ataupun orang lain. i know, you’ve done the best you can. don’t force your limits, and leave your head on my shoulder. don’t forget to take care yourself, i’ll love you today and forever ginda.

This Side of Paradise

Coyote Theory